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2009年9月

wanna bet?by John Smutniak

New market will spring up in unusual places in 2004.No,not stock-and-bond markets, of which there are now arguably too many.The growth will be in "opinion markets", which enable traders to profit on everything from the fate of starlets to the outcomers of elections and wars.

For the shape of things to come, try the Hollywood Stock Exchange, an internet-based exchange where you can take a punt on the performance of films and celebrities.(HSX bonds on Sharon Stone, for example, traded at nearly $1,000 in the late 1990s,but have since fallen to $8.) Having started as an online curiosity in the mid-1990s, to provide films buffs a place to forecast the Oscars, the HSX was bought by the high-finance brokers at Cantor Fitzgerald two years ago. Today the HSX boasts over 1 m users, and let you guess at such details as a film's opening-weekend box-office haul.

Companies will use opinion markets in their own sales forecasting, as HP(Hewlett Packard)is doing. Sports bookies, too, will continue to move up from their previous digs in dark, airless betting shps and offer ever-increasing varieties of gambles. Trade-sports, an Irish company, let's you do more than take a flutter on football matches. It also offers bets on the outcomes of celebrity trails.

An election year in America, 2004 will se  other opinion markets put to the test. Iowa Electronic Markets is a university-based system that allows traders to bet on political contests. Iowa's markets have proved more accure than opinion polls over the past two decades. People are never so honest, or diligent in their forecasts, as when they put their own money behind their opinions.

Markets in other types of political analysis are in the works. In 2003 the Pentagon cancelled a scheme to fund a market for the odds of instability in the Middle Est, after politicians protested. In 2004 the private sector may take up the idea.

New computer programs make such markets work more efficiently than ever. One company, Longitude, makes software indebted to the pari-mutuel-style betting uesd at racecourses. This has enabled traders at big banks to wager their forecasts of unemployment and other economic data. The internet has provided deeper and more liquid markets.

The hope is that such "gambling"serves a higher purpose, by aggregating opinions efficenly and translating them into prices. The odds can provide more reliable information than any single expert. A bigger hope is that this can be uesd to insure againse a rang of bad outcomers. Markets for forecasting the prices of houses in certain neighbourhoods, or lifetime earings in a certain career, could prove quite uesful. A contract to insure against the failure of a marriage cannot be far behind. But whether the HSXcan help to improve the qulity of American films is a more distant hope.

                                                                               John Smutniak:finance correspondent

2009年9月

Not so lonely planet by Oliver Morton

The first humans to land on Mars will be father flung than any explorers in history.

But their destination will already be familiar to them,thanks to a long line of robots.

Earth's first unmanned mission zipped past in 1965, snapping 22 blurred and grainy pictures as it went.

NASA's Mars Global Surveyor has sent back about 130,000 high-resolution pictures since 1997, as well as all sorts of other data, and is still going strong.

 Its younger sibling, Mars Odyssey, arrived in 2001. And now more are on the way.

By early 2004 seven spacecraft will be on or around Mars.

These include two orbiters, Mars Express-Europe's first mission to another planet-and Japan's Nozomi, also a first.

Nozomi(''hope'')has its problems, and may not quite make it to Mars.

If it does, it will study the thin plasmas swirling around the planet.

Mars Express carries instruments for probing the planet itself, including the first radar capable of returning data from below the Martian surface, where vast layers of ice are expected.

Cading a lift on the back of Mars Express is beagle 2, a lander developed by British scientist.

Beagle 2 is a cheap mission, said to have cost little more than 50 m, but it is also a very ambitious one, aimed at finding evidence of life.

The two American landers, Spirit and Opportunity, are the first missions designed to land, look around for the most promising parts of the landscape to study, and then trundle off and study them.

Given two interesting landing sites- one that seems to have been an ancient hydo-thermal system, and one that might have been the bottom of a lake-the chances are good that the rovers' masters will learn something new about the planet's geological history.

If the masters could go there themselves, they would undoubltly do a better job of it.

But in a world where the odds of a Mars mission succeeding vary between one-in-three and three-in-five, sending humans seems a little premature.

When they do set off, though, the data sent back by decades of robot scouts will make them the est informed explorers ever.

                                                                Oliver Morton:author of "Mapping Mars:science, Imagination and the Birth of A World"

2009年9月

视而不见

看不见

听不到

想不起

我是在哪丢了它?

不想说

不想问

不想了解

不想知道

只为自己的无畏无知而好笑

应明记古训---"早知如此,何必当初"

直接,干净,利落应用在对的人身上

不是吗?

何必啊何必......

 

还记的小时候那本被我翻烂的童话大王

还记的小时候最开心的就是和爸爸去图书馆去借那些上学时不能看的所谓"闲书"

还记的小时候和哥哥们在操场打篮球,在老妈办公室前踢足球

每次分组,大家剪刀,石头,布, 都不是很想和我一组,因为我是女孩子,在他们看来抢球速度不快, 运球又托的太慢,抢球又不够狠

现在想起来,嘴角边还是露出了一丝浅浅的微笑

天啊,那时的我分明就是"男儿身"啊

爬遍了校园所有的树,还是公认的"孩子王"

仗着"特权".老是把小伙伴们往大礼堂带,还有阴暗的美术楼,现代的音乐楼

还记的,爸爸就是在教学楼后面的大操场教会了我骑自行车

现在想来我老摔跟头,也太正常了

小时候在去学琴的路上也是老跌倒

还有那位刘老太在我自己把"千年等一回''谱出来又弹出来,确未听她的教导,去练习

我的手可没少被钢尺打

梦里的那片桃花园,那个池塘,那片漂亮的两行梧桐树

还有爸爸实验室的那些瓶瓶罐罐,还有那股刺鼻的味道

我这又是怎麽了.....

.

对于人生,我不敢说做的很好

可你们永远都是我最深的爱

当妈妈的臂弯不能再抱住我的时候

我知道,我长大了

当爸爸让我帮他摘额角白发的时候

我知道,我要对自己负责任了

虽说人生不能控制

但是我的命运会由自己掌握

无悔青春,无悔今生就活这麽一次

品性对一个人而言真的是太重要了

我想,"绿豆汤"是我最需要的

降降火

唉,我这火爆脾气啊......

两个字

难改

  

   

 

2009年8月

Sister Act

这一刻,心很乱...该从哪里开始呢......深吸一口气,画面如power point一般,呼啸而来......
有人说魔羯和天蝎会是一对长久的恋人,不离不弃,直到永远
我还未遇上传说中的魔羯王子,到是先遇上了我的魔羯公主
虽不是绝对的星座理论的拥护者,但在生活中总会遇到让我不得不"点头"的稀奇古怪的"磁场效应"
 
亲爱的你现在应该还在飞机上,但是过不太久就要和可爱的Aunty见面了
我一直都在试图用其它的事情来让我忘掉其实你已走了
一想到昨天,我其实一直在笑,直到你的那句话
只觉的鼻子酸酸的,嘴巴咸咸的...现在想到你临走说的那句话,眼睛还是有点湿湿的
说来也怪,你说我们怎麽会从开学的第一天就成了朋友,而且还一直到现在,一如既往
虽然一直玩笑说,我要学白娘子,泪淹Heathrow,让你走不了
玩笑毕竟是玩笑,一觉醒来,你已到了地球的另一端
那个小时候被大家叫做宝岛的地方......
还记的你以前有问过我,以我的个性应该有一堆朋友才对,而事实上...
我说物以稀为贵,你该高兴才是
实际上是我最讨厌最难过的莫过于和用灵魂交过的朋友说再见
心中纵有千般不舍,万般无奈,亿般皲趔
还是要潇洒地看着你离去的背影
所以我在不确定自己到底要飞向哪里,一般不太会向人徜开心菲
当然,你是为数不多的其中一个
真正的友谊不会因为地域,空间,环境的不同而褪色
相反,是更会撞击出不同,强烈,绚烂的火花
有心和无心,有情和无情, 在社会的大背景下把人性是照的一清二楚
有些人,有些事只是时代剧
过了那个点,我是会忘的一干二净
 
今年的夏天好热,似乎太阳公公也感受到了我的热情
难得让我们有了好多可以坐在River Cam的美丽下午
一本书,一杯Pimms,一个你,一个我
颇有点"夕阳西下,断肠人在天涯"的感觉
只是没想到成了真
命运,缘份就算是尼采再世
我想他也很难诠释的清楚吧
你去看了Chicago,我去看了Sister Act
你说这玄不玄不呢
就用这首sister act做ending吧
正如歌中所唱,我稍作修改----We are part of one terrifc sister act.
也希望你想我的时候,不开心的时候,难过的时候
想想这首歌, 我永远都在,你能感觉的到.
 
SISTER ACT
I dont need a spotlight
I dont need a crowd
I dont need the great wide world to shout my nameout loud
Dont need fame or fortune nice as those things are
I have got all i need
To feel like iam a star
 
I have got my sisters by my side
I have got my sisters' love and pride
And in my sisters' eyes
I recognise the star i want to be
And with my sisters standing strong
I am on the stage where i belong
And nothing 's ever gonna change that fact
I am part of one terrific sister act
 
Say yes,I love that spotlight!
Yes, i crave acclaim!
I''ll admit i love the sound
When stranges scream my name
All that glitz and glamour
They're all right, no doublt
But what are you left with when the lights go out?
 
I ''ll have my sisters with me still
I''ll have my sisters, always will
And with my sister's love
No star above will shine as bright as me
 
And as sister, and a friend
I '' be a sister till the end
And no one on this earth can change that fact--
I am part of one terrific sister act
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
2009年7月

Sense And Sensibility

Beauty vanishes,

youth passes,

however rare, rare it be.

When we look at ancient works of art, we habitually treat them not merely as objects of aesthetic enjoyment,

but also as succcessive deposits of the human imagination.

It is indeed this view of works of art as crystallised history,

that accounts for much of the interest felt in ancient art by those who have but little aesthetic feeling

and who find nothing to interest them in the work of their contemporaries,

where the historical motive is lacking,

and they are left face to face with bare aethetic values.

To many people then it seems an easy thing to pass thus directly from the work of art to the life of the time

which produced it.

I fancy, stop to consider very closely how true the imaged life is:

we are satisfied with the prospect of another life sort of life

which we might have lived, which we often think we might have preferred to our actual life.

We don't stop to consider what proportion of the whole reality of the past life gets itself embalmed in this way in works of art.

Thus we picture our Middle Ages as almost entirely occupied with religion and war,

our Renaissance as occupied in learning, and our eighteenth century as occupied in Gallantry and wit.

Whereas, as a matter of fact, all of these things were going on all the time

while the art of each period has for some reason been mainly taken up with the expression of one or another activity.

 

It would seem then that correspondence between art and life

which we so habitually assume is not  at all constant  and requires much correction before it can be trusted.

And here let me try to say what i mean by life as contrasted with art.

I mean the genaral intellectual and instinctive reaction to their surroundings of those men of any period

whose lives rise to complete self -consciousness.

Of course their conceptionof the nature and function of art will itself be one of the nature and function of art

will itself be one of the most varying aspects of life and many in any particular period

profoundly modify the correspondence of art to life.

For once then art and the other functions of the human spirit found themselves

in perfect harmony and direct alliance, and to that harmony we may attribute much of the intensity and self-assurance

of the work of the great Renaissance artists.

It is one of the rarest of good fortunes for an artist to find himself actually understood and appreciated by the mass of

his educated contemporaries, and not only that, but moving alongside of and in step with them towards a similar goal.

In the modern movement in art, then, as in so many cases in past history,

the revolution in art seems to be out of all proportion to any corresponding change in life as a whole.

It seems to find its sources, it at all, in what at present seem like minor movements.

We are of the change in art than we are of the general change in thought and feeling.

  

 

 

2009年6月

Ulysses

        
 
Now i am back at the yellow place by the sand reach.
A hand reached up out of the grounds before me and lifted the lips of my eyes.
I have become an old man with small brittle bones.
The chill of many dawns is in the hair of my head.
The sandy place where i have taken a fancy to write words with a dull stick is cut and crossed with yellow streaks.
There has been a flood.
The waters have been my friend--they have run over the sand, wiping my words away.
The words have escaped into the grass.
I shall never find the lost words.
WILLIAM CARLOS WILLIAMS
ST. FRANCIS EINSTEIN OF THE DAFFODILS.
In March's black boat
Einstein and April
have come at the time in fashion
up out of the sea
through the rippling daffodils
in the foreyard of the dead Statue of Liberty
whose stonearms
are powerless against them
the Venusremembering wavelets
breaking onto laughter--
 
Sweet Land of Libery,
at last, in the end of time,
Einstein has come by force of complicated mathematics
among the tormented fruit trees
to buy freedom for the daffodlis
till the unchained orchards shake their tufted flowers--
Yiddishe springtime!
 
At the time in fashion
Einstein has come bring April i n his head
up from the sea
in Tomas March Jefferson's
black boat bringing freedom under the dead
Statue of Liberty to free the daffodils in the water which sing:
Einstein has remembered us
Savior of the daffodils!
 
A twig for all the dead!
shout the dark maples
in the tearing wind, shaking pom-poms of green flowers--
April Einstein has come to liberate us here among the Venusremembering daffodils
Yiddishe springtime of the mind
and a great pool of rainwater under the blossomy peachtrees
 
April Einstein
through the blossomy waters rebellious,laughing
under liberty's dead arm has come among the daffodils
shouting
that flowers and men were created relatively equal.
Old fashioned knowledge is dead under the blossoming peachtrees
 
Einstein, tall as violet in the latticearbor corner
is tall as a blossomy peartree!
The shell of the world is split and from under the sea
Einstein has emerged triumphant, St. Francis of the daffodils!
 
O Samos, Samos
dead and buried.Lesbia is a black cat in the freshturned garden.All dead.
All flesh that they have sung is long since rotten.
Sing of it no longer
Sing of Einstein's Yiddishe peachtrees
Sing of sleep among the cherry blossoms
Sing of wise newspapers
that quote the great mathematician:
A little touch of
Einstein in the night--
 
Side by sides the young and old
trees take the sun togehter,the maples,green and red according to their kind
yellowbells and the vermillion quinceflower together--
The tall peartree with foetid blossoms
sways its high topbrances with contrary motions and green
has come out of the wood
upon them also---
 
The mathematics grow complex:
there are both pinkflowered and coralfowered peachtrees
in the bare chickenyard of the old negro with white hair who hides
poinsoned fish-heads here and there
where stray cats find them--
find them--find them
 
O spring days,swift and mutable, wind blowing four ways,
hot and cold
Now the northeast wind,moving in fogs,leaves the grass cold and dripping
The night is darkbut in the night the southeast wind approaches
It is April and Einstein!
The owner of the orchard lies in his bed
with the windows wide
and throws off his covers
one by one
 
It is Einstein
out of complicated mathematics
among the daffodils--
spring winds blowing
four ways,hot and cold,
shaking the flowers!
 
 

The love that dares not speak its name

     

Futurist Speech to the English(1910)

...we love the indomitable and bellicose patriotism that sets you apart;we love the national pride that prompts your great muscularly courageous race;we love the generous and intelligent individualism that enables you to open your arms to individualists of every land, whether libertarian or anarchist.

 But your board of libery is not all we admire. What most sets you apart is that, amid so much pacifist nonsense and evangelical cowardice, you cherish an unbridled passion for struggle in all its forms, from boxing-simple, brutal, and rapid- to the monstrous roaring necks of the cannon on the decks of your dreadnoughts, crouched intheir swivelling caves of steel, turning to scent the appetizing enemy suadrons in the distance...

To a degree you are the victims of your traditionalism and its medieval trappings, in which there persists a whiff of archives and rattling of chains that hinder your precise and carefree forward march.

You will admit the oddness of this in a people of explorers and colonizer whose enormous ocean liner have obviously shrunk the world.

2009年5月

被Joanna所逼(这个不要随便进来,进来了不怪我啊)

    哎,无意中看到一个帖子,简直就是毒誓,据说是传说中的巫婆的魔力帖,看完此日志请在5分钟之内转载到自己空间,一个月内你将和你喜欢的人永远走在一起。 
   看到不转载,男的成光棍。穷一辈子。。女的寡妇~傻一辈子! 
   (很灵验的哦!)
   大家权当消遣看看,也有几分道理,是否当真自己看着办,我只觉得这curse实在太毒,还是遵命转一转吧~
   
1.当你收到“你干嘛呢?”  实际上是想说“我想你了” 
2.当你收到“呵呵”,多是没笑或者傻笑 
3.但如果是“哈哈”  “嘿嘿”或者“嘎嘎”,这时你打过去一定是在笑 
4.说你“傻瓜” “笨蛋”  其实是关心你,担心你,希望你照顾好自己 
5.如果是问句结束,其实是希望能和你多聊一会儿 
6.“哦”多半是在敷衍 
7.但如果是“知道啦” “收到” “遵命”之类的则表示比较在意 
8.有时劝你忙自己的,其实他口是心非 
9.把他的傻事 丢脸的或是失落的事告诉你,是希望你安慰他,开导他,甚至骂骂他 
10.主动发给你,说明你在他心目中有一定的分量,一般人不喜欢和不在意的人罗嗦 
11.如果给你起外号,是希望你可以记住他多一点 
12.“我刚到” “我已经到家咯”说明进屋第一个想到的是你 
13.“你到家了就告诉我一声啊”  “你到家了没啊?”意思是我要你一定平安,我不许你有事 
14.有时不会那么巧就错发给你,可能是他想发给你又实在没东西发,虽然这样很蠢 
15.收到“转发2人会幸福哦”,是他觉得这条短信很有意思,但是又不忍心让你转发给10个人,就偷偷的把10改成了2 
16.凡是那种“不转发就会不幸”诅咒性质的,他不是没有收到过,但是绝不会转发给你 
17.有一阵你没有收到过ta的短信,但并不代表ta草稿箱里没有 
18.如果可能,他晚上不关机就是因为你 
        女孩子20岁左右是她最美丽的年华。      这时她的心地最善良,她有点成熟,又有点孩子气。 
        男孩子20左右的时候是他最暗淡的日子, 
        这时什么都没有,不能独立又不想依赖, 
        挣扎着彷徨着,寻找着自己的位置, 
        所以如果一个男孩子在他20岁左右的时候遇见了与他年纪相当的女孩子, 
        那一定要珍惜她, 
        因为这个女孩子是用用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子!女孩只有陪他走过,女孩将永远幸福下去。 
       TO:我亲爱的XDJM们帖就是那样了~
        最后一段还有点小感人的情愫流露其中,
        只是我们都早已过了那个成熟又青涩的年纪,
        权当在看过、飘过、华丽地闪过,
        权当我是个傻孩子,一个真正单纯的傻孩子,
        看到了还真的会转........
        不管目的如何,
        真心希望身边所有的朋友:
        有家的,快成家的,恋爱的,单身的
        都有自己的快乐,自己的幸福,
        也许每个人都有不同的故事,
        有的精彩,有的平淡,有的惊心动魄,有的荡气回肠,
        爱,永远是存在的,
        爱,永远不存在对错,
        愿大家在周末的深夜都享受幸福,享受专属自己的小幸福:)
 
我可一个字都没敢改,够诚心了吧!这真是什麽事啊,你说你出去玩,还来这一手!
好了,我用我的小心原谅你了,真的吓的不清。。。。。。。
 
2009年5月

Time has taught me

I used to be spontaneous

Always think there is no other option between right and wrong

Sometimes everything looks perfect

But it is not exactly what i wanted

Sometimes everything looks so hard

But i try my best to find the solution to solve the problems and be happy

Maybe that is why there is no perfect world

Utopia is hard to get,hard to find,hard to have

Beauty within...

Hides cynical, shows confidence

Don't care too much about how about the others think about me

Just be myself,it is me

Never change, never will

Life is short

I dont wanna make any regrets

Life is a myths

You never know the next moment

You are going to meet who

 Suffering predisposes the mind to devoutness

2009年3月

avoid

 

I think i found...

2008年12月

Being happy be crazy

Not much to say really
This is the moment for everyone, who has been hard-working last year
Back to Bath
Feel ...smell...taste...
So familiar, so hard to forget
Here comes my lovers:
These are the excellent partners through all the projects we are doing!
So happy to see you guys!
My "lao po"---who gonna back soon
Really dont know when can see you again, you know, you are one of the most important people in my heart in UK
ps:love your beautiful mummy and your cuty daddy ,haha
with Msc in Management,we were mad i n front of the uni
Let's shout...
Wish everyone has a brilliant future!
xxx
 
2008年12月

time to celebrate

Next Tuesday is my big day
                                                                                                            
I used to be very lazy,still try my best to overcome all the difficulties in my life
 Of course, without my lovely friends, i wont achieve that much!Thank you all~
Used to be with Kiki in PD48 Pulteney Court
She always take care of me,heard Aunti said:she was very upset when i moved out from Bath to Cambridge!Maybe i am a little bit selfish at that time, feel really guilty now!But honey, all the goo things of you, it is all in my heart!Sometimes, i just dont wanna express it, but it doesnt mean forget!
Sometimes i wanna kill myself through the study and some complicated situation!
Blue is my favourite colour, and is my mood all the time!
Hard to control my eating...become piggy piggy...still wanna jump jump...
Me is me,never change never will!
Like what I've always said, "Results doesn't matter as long as you did your best!" Life is full of ups and downs but if we cherish every moment, everything will be 'Up' and there will be no 'Down'. It's very simple and its just a matter of how you look at it :-)
 
2008年11月

There is always a door

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Never realise i am that brave
Decide to leave the place
Thanks E. to let me know
There is always the way to get out
Without regrets,happily to leave
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Gave myself a break
And think what is i want
What is what i can get
Thanks Cao,Albert,Erica, Janet, Denise,Youve, Sa...
So many
Thank you guys,thanks for remembering
Which means a lot to me
I wont let you guys down
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Life is hard wherever you are
No matter you are in UK or back home
Dont give up
Dont feel sad
Dont disappointed
I believe you guys,you can get what you want!
Just follow your heart and try your best!
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Cake,candles, wishes are the traditions of the birthday Ceremony
Except ice cream, i am that sort of person dont like sweet things
So have a young heart ,keep encouring yourself
Even though life is hard
We tried...
There is always a door
Honey, Babe, my sweet hearts
You are the one to have the keys
You can open that door
Come on, all my friends!
Cheers,love ya all!
 
 
 
 
2008年10月

Feelin good

Life is getting better and better
Even though people are not nice around
Suddenly realise how stupid i was
Even tough i am still insist that there are some nice people around
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Accidently met Tamara Mellon at Bond Street
And start to understand fashion a little bit more
There are always the oppunities there
You just need to go and get it!
Am i get it?
There is a secret i never tell
X.O.X.O gossip girl!
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ps:Of course i need to thx E, who is encouraging me a lot to get what i want!
And we help each other and try our  best to support each other!
Honey,you will get that one as well!Fighting fighting!
 
2008年9月

Winter is coming

It is getting colder and colder in Cambridge
From my momery
Seems like winter is coming a little bit earlier
Than usual
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I am not that sort of people
......
I feel betrayed...
Time is really a good tool to get to know people
I dont want to be the person they wanna me to be
But my face tells people exactly who i like and who i dont
Body language as well
How can i do?
I start to realise the trash is always the trash
Education or non-education is a big dfference
 
Anyway,i need to manage myself
To the vintage point
There are lots of hings i cannot accept in this world
However, sometimes i dont  have a choice
When you desperate need something
You have give in sometimes
Which is sad ...
 
As someone says
Hope is a waking Dream!
Dream far, hope hard and take action!
 
2008年8月

marketing,cheating,pretending

Have been worked and studied almost the whole summer
Never be that hard-working before
And start to understand why people easily get tired of the job
It is hard
How to deal with the relationship with various people around you
How to let the other people to accept you
How to let your boss agree with your idea
Which, i dont really want to have too many enemies...
 
However, my personality is very difficult to give in these problems
And the worst thing is sometimes even though you fought for it
You got nothing
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Is money that important?
So you try to your best to blackmail the others
Whatever in front of the boss or the mates
Some people just hard to communicate
Is that really "a level'' in this world?
Glad i get away for couple of days and relax!
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Marketing is it 'cheating''?
Define easily:try your best to get the money out of the customers!
Targeting, promoting, "cheating''--adversiting...
Being an ordinary person
I am struggling with the moral standard...
To be honest, what i can help?
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Most people say Ocean is beautiful when it is calm
I think even more attractive when it is wave
I feel the tension when i inside
Actually the water is bloody cold
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Pretend not to hear the unfriendly voices
Pretend i still can fight
Pretend everything is fine
...
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Direction is not very clear
But i wont give up
Disseration, trouble...
Come on ,lets fight!!!
 
 
 
2008年8月

女人你最大

错过你的birthday  I feel so sorry
Therefore, i will write something for you,honey
再过一个月 就是我们第一次遇见的时候
当时的我正在衣橱中clean my stuff,你进来后对我说了hello
Pulteney Court PD48成为了我们sweet home
 
谢谢你对我的包容
我的NY Time
还有半夜我的恐怖笑声
每次我被那些可恶的欧洲同学期负你总是在我那边
好多的点点滴滴 我都把它存在了时光机器里
存期是forever(说得有点俗,你别吐阿)
 
忽然觉得有好多话要对你说
可是又忽然间说不出来
我想你走的时候 我会哭的
会很想很想你的
 
好珍惜有个狮子女在我生命中
温柔似水的你一定也会meet your Mr,Right
 
Happy Birthday, K!
Even though i was not there with you, even though it is too late now
Still i wanna let you know,you are very important in my heart as well!
I am pretty sure you spent a lovely one in a foreign country!
 
ps:K
希望你一切都好,至于你导师。。。
我们可以让刘大叔把他解决掉。。。
少说他也去了那莫多趟gym haha
 
你笑了吧,一定是,那就好Open-mouthed
 
 
 
 
 
 
2008年8月

Olympic Games!Go go go!

So excited at the moment
Even though still not sure i am able to watch it on time or not
Feel so emotional now
Wanna cry...
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Wish i could lying down
And watch it...
Maybe i gonna go to the pub
haha
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God bless China!
Come on ,Beijin!
2008年7月

What life means to me

Never ask God what kinda life he prepared for you

Never tell the one who loves you so much how hard your life is at the moment

Time tells me what kinda life I want

Frame and wealth : the superficial things which are lots of people want

My opinion is :be modest when I have them;be happy when I don’t have them

‘cos there are so many things need me to appreciate…

Friendship,bloodship, people who I don’t know,but very kind to me…

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Life taught me what kind person I want be

Weather in Cambridge is always changeable

However, it hasn't rain for a long time

Today it is raining

I feel so relaxed in the sitting room

Watching the beautiful garden and drinking my tea

Writing my dairy

What a beautiful life I have!

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I had been cynical, locked myself in the room , complained , felt hopeless

I still think I am not good enough

So I need to improve myself

Not only academic stuff  but also non-academic stuff

Thanks Erica—my soul mate

You always come when I need you

And take care of me without asking any return

Which it is touching to me

I am so faithful to have you here

Cannot image…

Lots of friends not like England much

I had that feeling before as well

Now I know is that don’t expect the environment suits you

You have to be the one to suit the environment

I never feel pity ‘cos I am Chinese , who is forced to limite various opportanities

Instead I will take advantage of that bit

And stay and live well

I know it is hard

And I don’t really care the results

What I care is the way I try and work hard with dignity

 

One day, I belive I will like my idiol Natasha Kaplinsky

Who have her own programme

There is stiil a long way to go

I am still trying…

 

 

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2008年5月

cannot say a single word but love

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Just finished the exams
I am shocked by the pictures from the internet
cannot help crying
WHY WHY WHYshould God treat a great nation like this......
We've been  through a lot
 
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40075 people ''DISAPPEARED''
who are our brothers and sisters
who are our mums,dads,sons ,daughters?
I cannot calm down
And tears cannot help falling down
 
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I am not a promoter of  politics
But when i saw these photos from the internet
I couldnt help feeling that the Communist Party was No. 1
We can see how exactly they react to the disaster
From our eyes and hearts
Facts are there...
 
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Our Premier Wen Jiabao
a 66 years old man
went to the most dangerous area and comforted the people
who were suffering from the disaster
He brought tangible benefits to the people
And closely observed what was happening to them.
What an uncommonly high-minded deed!
Being a student
we need to revitalize the economy
And revitalize the Chinese nation
Let's bring about a great rejuvenation of the Chinese nation
 
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Heaven never cuts off a man's means.
Come on China!
 
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God i am begging you:
Please bless China--my motherland!
Please don't punish innocent people!
Please please please stop the disaster...
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Earthquake donation: http//www.redcross.org.hk/donation/user_donation.asp?langId=2
please help
And China needs your help!
Thank you so much!