Never ask God what kinda life he prepared for you

Never tell the one who loves you so much how hard your life is at the moment

Time tells me what kinda life I want

Frame and wealth : the superficial things which are lots of people want

My opinion is :be modest when I have them;be happy when I don’t have them

‘cos there are so many things need me to appreciate…

Friendship,bloodship, people who I don’t know,but very kind to me…

Life taught me what kind person I want be

Weather in Cambridge is always changeable

However, it hasn't rain for a long time

Today it is raining

I feel so relaxed in the sitting room

Watching the beautiful garden and drinking my tea

Writing my dairy

What a beautiful life I have!

I had been cynical, locked myself in the room , complained , felt hopeless

I still think I am not good enough

So I need to improve myself

Not only academic stuff  but also non-academic stuff

Thanks Erica—my soul mate

You always come when I need you

And take care of me without asking any return

Which it is touching to me

I am so faithful to have you here

Cannot image…

Lots of friends not like England much

I had that feeling before as well

Now I know is that don’t expect the environment suits you

You have to be the one to suit the environment

I never feel pity ‘cos I am Chinese , who is forced to limite various opportanities

Instead I will take advantage of that bit

And stay and live well

I know it is hard

And I don’t really care the results

What I care is the way I try and work hard with dignity

One day, I belive I will like my idiol Natasha Kaplinsky

Who have her own programme

There is stiil a long way to go

I am still trying…