Just come back from Oxford, i am not really happy and can't really explain why--sorry about that dad,i didn't talk to you in a nice way.Is that because i am too sensitive or there are too many unfair things in this world?Working Hard as you can--is that a useful way to get to the top of the world?Is that really  we always need someone to look up to?Is that there is no truly friendship--use or be used?I really have no idea.Looking at the various and different people in the conference,i just have a feeling,seriouly wanna puke.The words who said to please someone, which just wanna broaden the relationship for the business; the top business secrets who told, which just wanna himself more famous and outstanding;the occasion been held in Oxford business school,sorry,i have been prosioned by a strong smell of finance and arrogrant Oxford Graduates.

 

This kind of conference i have been joined once is absolutely enough.I am so scared that if it is the real world, i don't know if i can survive;I even don't want to image or predict-----everything there is so cruel,so realistics.Get rid of the unhappy memory,coming to my happy campus life in Bath.Wow, there are actually a lot of things to say.Where to start?Ok,last Thursday we already headed in our coursework(deadline is Friday), thank you very much my group members--Gift,Dung,Dan,Joey and Erica, you guys study a lot and i am so pleased to work with you,looking forward to the celebration party!Have been made a another German Friend-Tina, who is my squash partner and we spent a lot of lovely time together!Kiki,of course,my roommate, helped me get the social events tickets--thanks a lot honey!!!

 

Finally,tomorrow is another day,i don't really need to care the person who have a compltely different lives,compared to me.I am still that girl who is always smile to the life!

 

 

These days i have been stressed by  all the course work and so scared to be the one ,who made little process for the whole team.And been have special feeling about someone, maybe it is just a dream,i keep telling myself and forget about it.Yup, it is so hard to find the one who is exactly you want,instead lots nice people around.So be normal and let the impossible thing gone.I can do it and always positive to the world!

Last week i just spent my birthday, and surprisingly received lots greetings from my friends on my course!Thank you very much,guys!Because of you, and i can always smile to my challenges!Gift, the spring rolls are very tasty ;and Duzng and Ha, the cake is lovely and so touching;well, Herny,Dan,Joey and Erica,Yvonne thanks a lot for the cards you guys giving me,which means a lot to me!Cynn,Fern, Albert,Wensi,Angela and Kiki, i am so delightful to receive the messages you guys sent to me!I am just a little girl,however i do get a lot from my friends in Bath,guys ,thanks again!You guys are my wealth for what i actually get from our course and i am so happy to meet you here.Wish our friendship tree is always green and we will have a great year to get together!

 

This week i don't why i just not h is that because my period on my birthday,the "syndrom"is contining,or the pressure from the assignment or the eye flash from the people i actually dislike.I have no idea,maybe i am too sentitive.And i always like to joke that i have a sixth sense.Blue is my favorite colour, which can describe exactly what i have been suffering these days.No reasons,just not happy and din't want to talk to anyone.Just wanna be alone!

 

Well,i just download new album fromJay Chou,who is my best singer ,good!I still remember the days i listened his songs when i was in secondary school, fun and happy!Yup,something is coming back, it is so ahrdd to change my taste,iam so stable,in another words,my personality is very tough in some particular aspects.

 

This is the luck i get  from my friends here.that is enough for me!Face the difficulties and tell myself one more time---tomorrow is another day and i wanna run to you!

Just finished watching a Japanese film, i don't want to put it as a tragety,frankly speaking, it is a perfect true story.As i always said,'cos the historic reasons, sometimes i don't know which kind attitude i should use for Japan.Maybe the bloodship which may related to Japan,i am still cannot totually dislike Japan.Whenever i watch some Japanese series and movies, the deeply part of my heart is easily be affected by the stuff i seen.A romantic music, a supportive family, a caring boyfriend, a mighty heart are still cannnot save the girl's life.Cello is my favourite instrument, which i think can express the instrutor's feeling and tell the emotional story.Here, in this flim, cello's melody is everywhere, that is leading my heart.

 

A kilogram tear is actually just weight one kilo?If it is not, then how heavy is it?From my point of view, nobody knows--maybe the one who loves you tremendous deep knows.The while day i have been trapped in the down mood and start to think what is alive means to me?Lots--my mum ,dad,and the people who are exactly care about me and want me good and happy.

 

It is so lucky to live in this world, what a various and curious world, a cruicial and quick world, a full of dillemma and contradictional world.Nobody knows what gonna happen tomorrow;but, still majority are still trying to stand in the society and live in this world---for the one they love, for the one they care, for the one they need to compete, for the one they expect, for the one they hope to be, for the one they may lost in the past, for the one they have to watch out and for the one they are really want to be.There are a lot unfair things in this world, luckily i belong to the lucky part--a pair loving parents and grandparents.There is no answers to somethings--that is why lots ridicious series happens.Even though i come from a month,which mean to be cool and deep.By contrast,i really don't mind that type,in other words "sunshine'' more suitable for my personality.What is love? The one you love ,and he/she loves you as well--it is the perfect couple.Guys, be posotive and appreciate the one who is actually be with you.You need to know is that not everyone has that chance to meet the right people in the right time.

 

Finally, i decide to smile the rest of my life and let the happy tears around me,generally speaking, we are all have a weight in our heart,and we all know how heavy the tears from the one we love.The most thing is don't let them out of the eyes,except it means happiness.

November is coming, and the Christmas is not really far away.It is pleasure to think like that, on the other hand three assignments need to hand in as well.Jesus,could you give me extra heads and hands to do the course work.Just got home from Marketing group, i am so tired, but feel excited inside from our project.I always like to say to people:I have a sixth sense,which means i can predict things which gonna happening soon.Well, the lecturer said to us thatiwhat we gonna do is a very good topic and hard type stuff.I am that kind type of people,the more difficult,the more curious and the more courage.My group members are all very nice girls,additional a handsome English guy.Erica is very good at organising the events, Joey is better at analying,Gift is a sweet presenter,Dan is a sharp marker and Dzung is a traditional girl .Hopefully,she cannot read my blog,otherwise i think i cannot alive tomorrow.Hehe!This is all reliable on the subject we have been discussed before---girls,do you want kids or not?Our group is combined with modern and traditional girls, which indicates that the fashionable side doesn't want kids, and the conservative part wants kids!Me?Of course ,i want kids,if the one married me is the one i really love,i don't see why not give a gift for our love.

 

Anyway,Dzung never give up asking the others to have kids.It is so funny to see the way she behave.And i cannot help laughing all the way back to the library.A joke is coming as well, when we were in the loo, and i still haven't come out of the funny things we discussed before.So i said to her:''I love you,Dzung.''The funny part is when i said it in front of a English girl, and Dzung responded quicky:''sorry,i am not lesbian,i have a boyfriend(actually she is single).And the girl looked at me and i said:''sorry,i am lesbian and she is so cute right.''

 

Dzung felt she was definately cannot explain these and had to give up.Oh, it is so hard to describe her face looked like,i am so happy today.Thank you, Dzung,you do give me a lot happiness today,i love you,but i am not lesbian!