How time flies!I have been in Bath about one month already!What i have been learned for?Nothing,nothing,nothing,actually i am not been critical,but i just dont like the way i behave.I am been addicted to the korean soups,and it is so hard to control myself not to watch them.God,help me!I have been thinking about someone as well,who i think is very important for me.As Chinese said"yuan fen", maybe it doesnt work for us.We live in different enviornment, we get in touch with different people and i know nothing about the past about the person i really like.Anyway,no panic.Just let it be.I always believe everyone has a destiny,you dont need to envy others who have  handsome boyfriends,jeasious about the nonsense things ---this is faithful and fateful as well, compicated and easy ,sounds like a contradiction to me.

 

I start to calm down now,and no worries about the one i really want,try to focus on what i really need to do.YES!I can do it and things will getting better---maybe this is the words,people normally say"grow up".There is a big distince between the real world and holy world,which just give a lot and happy about every effort you have made ,it is enough!

I just finished with my operations management groups game,which let me learned a lot.It was fun and tough ,to be fankly, the most valuable thing is i start to work woth people with fdifferent cultural and customer background.The whole producre i would like to say,it was working fine,but not brilliant.Althought it was our first imte together,in some respects,i can tell everyone was trying out best to partipate the game.It was my hornor to be the manager in this game and i think i lead everyone very well.The only distanvage is that i still nedd to train myself about the organising skill.

 

Even though i am not happy with the few memebrs behaviors,at least,i try my best to communicate and corporate with the whloe group,so no pity for me.In the future,i should be very careful the way i was talking and the words i gonna say,learn to hold my temper and try not to hurt anyone.

I am so happy that my new friends are all nice girls, who are always make me feel fresh and excited.Actually, at the beginning,i am quite shy to say hi and make friends with other classmates.But until now,i found all the girls i know are all beautiful and easy to get on with.Luck me!!!!!!!!!

 

Guys,i wish we can have a brilliant year together and make close friends.Maybe sometimes i look like a little werid,please just talk to me.I am not that bad,hehe!

 

Nice to know all you all!

Today is Sunday,i have been expected today a long time ago.These days i was so stressful,just because paid the bill what i did last year.Not expressive,very badly and dark memory.Anyway,life  still needs to going on and the hurtful experience taught me a lot and made me strong as well.Good for me!

 

Wish everything is ok next week,and i can stand up again,don't brother about what happened in the past and try to forget the person hurt me so deeply.They are not worth it,ignore the people i dont care.I can do it.I have to be tough when i face the wound.

I have been away home about two months since i came back for summer holidays.Now i just felt i should blame myself didn't spend enough time with mum and dad.As time goes by,i start missing them more and more.Although i look like a very open-minded girl,for some respect,i always hold something which are deeply in my heart.Cannot forget the day when i went to the airport,it was very early,dad was awake the whole night,but still got up early to make breakfast for me.Because the time i stayed at home was too short, mum felt upset as well.Actually,i have lots things wanna tell mumy and daddy before i go,such as how much i love them, how lucky i am their daughter,how sad i gonna back to UK and how much i wanna stay a little longer with them.

 

Mum,i always tell you how good cooking i am ,then you don't need to worry about my food.To be honest,i always dream about your food.Dad,i always tell you it is ok for me to handle the trouble when i met in England.It is always easier said then done.I been came through a tought time.Now i am getting stronger and more mature.

 

Everytime,when i receive the e-mails from you two,tears are always came out automaticly.Mum and Dad,i love you very much.And i believe i can get better not only in academic study,but also in daily life!Wish you happy and healthy every day,don't miss me too much(hehe)

 

I dont know if i can make my life much easier,i dont know if i deserve better,i dont know if i can get what i really wanted,i have no idea.Actually,what been happened to me is absolutely lucky and unbelieveable.And i feel so released after all these things happened.Still some important things distracted me, some people is not worth being friends with.I hate pretending to like someone, pretend to be nice,fear to show the true face.Lucky me,i am very direct.Just sometimes,i may feel confusing as well.Some people you may think they are your friends,but they are not that nice as you know.Lastly.they are just strangers,cos i dont know them well.

 

I keep telling myself this is nit my problem,you cannot have someone who are not really belong to you.So just still open-minded and be faithful,just be myself ,that is the most important.

 

To be compalicated or not,that is the question?But i can find the solution!

It has been like a week i have been in Bath, and i feel it is a fateful place for me,although the Ocean Pearl Chinese Buffet is not as tasty as before and the service is not as good as before as well.I am such a man-eater,hehe i use Nelly's songs name is because i have a huge stomach.And i love eating and cooking very much.But i have a nice body figure,which is not too bad,cos i like sports as well.hehe!

 

Everything is fanstatic here ,evey day when i wallk to campus,the view of Bath is absoultely stunning.And i am so happy to be here.Unfortunately ,the course is very tough,lots of reaearch and assignments need to be done.Well,i am not a stupid girl now,and face the difficulties,believe myself i can do better!

 

What a beautiful world,what a lovely experience,what a tough course!A ZA A ZA FIGHT!

不知不觉在这边也有一段时间了,成熟了,知道疼人关心人了.同时也早就整理好杂乱的心情,一切重新开始.一直以来,总为自己冷酷的外表而被别人误解而烦恼,现在想通了,一切都是天注定的.是你的,就是你的,不会被我的外表而骗.到了一个新的环境,交了新的朋友,好开心,一切都变了.这个世上最可怕的就是人心,依旧执着,可是现在会用心看人,不会再被人利用了.友情和爱情都是可遇不可求的,遇到一个对的人和遇到一个交心的人都是难能可贵的.卸下本不属于我的包袱,忘掉让自己讨厌的人,面对最新的自己--好漂亮好自信,人生豁然开朗!